Effort

So in the last month or so I have really lost my ability to care about anything school related.  Too much has been going on and I am always busy daydreaming, and it has began to effect my grades. Considering there's only eight days left, it's time to turn things up and quickly make my way back onto the honor roll before the year ends.  I want to be out of school so badly yet in reality I need to be here.  If it wasn't for school I wouldn't have any form of distraction and I would have clawed my eyes out months ago.  The month where we are out of school before Skye comes is going to be miserable; my wishful thinking has depleted. What is positivity?